Funnel Cake, Driving, and Kara XD

Last Friday I spent the night with Tarra…we went to Red Lobster…i’ve never been there…o.O And I got salmon and shrimp in this hawaian sauce stuff…omg…it was love at first bite!! XD Lol, then the next day she took me to the Harvest Festival..which is rather small as festivals go…and we got a funnel cake and watched a band that had her cousins in it perform…it was like..country music..about a possum..i was like..O_O..wow..only for tarra!! XD
 
Anyway…this last week has been pretty boring…I had a music test and i think i made a B on it..but i’m hoping for an A…i got all of the extra credit right on it…XD But when the test started i kind of just went mind blank…UGH!
 
Today Jacob rode the bus home with me!! 😀 It was cool…i usually only talk to this one dude on the bus named Nathan, he’s really nice, he’s going to teach me how to make a dream catcher hopefully, so i can make one for jacob for xmas. 😀
So..when we got to my house we just hung out..we watched the episode of Fringe that I had taped…it was really fucked up!! The baby was like..evil..and like..ahh!! I’m glad i didn’t watch it last night like i was going to…lol, i would have had nightmares! XD
And..we watched a bunch of space shows, cuz i tape a lot of those since we both like them..and they are interesting. Then we ate lasagna..lol, it was good and homemade..but i wish i hadn’t ate so much..i had two helpings and like..ahhh…
 
I got to drive Jacob home..and he lives like..30 mins from me…XD It was at 8:30 at night…and my curfew for driving is 9..and it was SO dark, i’ve never driven at night before…ahh….but i did good…i even drove on the highway!! 😀 But i got so nervous that i got sick when i got back home. :l
 
Yeah…i miss him…he fell asleep with me in his arms…he didn’t sleep much last night and i was like..so happy…probably the happiest i’ve ever been today…i could hear him breathing and his heart beating and everything felt safe…secure….perfect, like nothing could ever go wrong and nothing would ever change. Then when i was almost asleep too he hugged me and then gave me one of the sweetest smiles ever…made me really happy. 😀 Sorry about all the romantic shit…i just had a good day. XD
 
In english today we had to write something about what our names meant..she gave us what our name meant from one website, but i already knew anyway…so, i just started writing…and then she calls on me first to present and i think everyone else got mad because i had one that was actually more than just saying what it meant…lol I liked it though and here it is! 😀
 
 
In Italian my name means beloved, in Gaelic, friend, and in Greek it means black. To me it means so much more. To me it is the name of someone who is lost and found, gone and here, loved and hated. My name carries everything I’ve ever done, ever thought about doing, and ever will do. It holds the pain i’ve felt, the hurt i’ve caused, and the tears i’ve cried. My name is not only dark, but light as well. Kara is the smiles i’ve given adn the smiles received. It is all of the happiness in the world put into four little letters. It is the morning sunshine resting on the tiniest flower and the midnight moon reflecting in a waterfall. It is the stars, so pretty and revered, yet so hot and fiery that it puts fear in even the toughest of hearts. But most of all, Kara is me, it is who I am. My mistakes and my attempts at fixing them, my successes and my failures, they are all part of it. However, My name does not define me; it is me who defines my name.

-Kara-
 
*hugs to everybody* 😀