Looking up and moving on

I was looking at old family photos today and only nearly cried when I saw her picture so I’m getting better. Its almost been 5 months. I might go back out to the grave yard soon. I haven’t been out since January. I don’t understand how grave yards bring "peace" and "closure" they just remind me that the person isn’t there anymore!

Anyway this is just a quick note before I start back studying. Yesterday I did an assignment and I’m 2000 words into a 3000 word essay which isn’t due till monday so I’m doin a lot better on the college side of things.

(I was in a daze thinking just now and Carl ask what was wrong, I tried to speak but felt like crying! Its so much easier to type than speak!)

Bye for now

-Aoife