Strike me with a…

Its the last day of the year, and instead of being happy that with the idea that I can start a new year fresh and new and with a full new view at what might happen and how and where and what and of just so many things… I’m not.  Its just horrible having this little nagging feeling that things wont be so good for me tonight.  I’ll be alone.  The kids are off at some lock-in and my mom and sis are ganna take off and go party and drink and such and I’m ganna just be stuck here… doing nothing… with nothing to do… with no one to be with… with nothing at all…

I’m just annoyed I guess.  Headache and all, tear stained face waiting for a damn sign of some sort to tell me that things will get better.  they have to get better… cause its just impossible to be living like this for far too long.  Light will shine I know it.  Eventually I’ll  be happy and all I can do is hope that this year I’ll find someone….

……::some time later::……

Anyway Free drinks at rumors!!! so I’m out!! 

~Anti~

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