radio ballet.
"I’m swimming through the stereo, I’m writing you a symphony of sound."
The ball was in your court.
I spent two years silently listening to your beautiful music… I had the right to let you know how I felt.
That mix tape was my feelings through music, and I know you knew who it was from.
In those last couple of weeks, I needed more than some broken up song played on an out of tune piano.
Konstantine just wasn’t gonna do it for me.
And you can think you can tell me everything through a shared gaze?
Wrong.
I’d made too many assumptions about you,
I just wanted something real,
just one truth.
So now, I’m living with your music echoing in my ears,
your painful gaze etched in my mind.
I’m living in the epilogue of a story that didn’t have a proper ending.
I’m living in fear of "Konstantine" shuffling on my iPod.
I’m living without you.
oh god i miss you.
RYN: Yeah. And its definatly nice to meet another 14 year old who has a greater understanding of the English Language and doesn’t go around saying “lol, omg, and ttyl” Honestly that gets annoying! And Yeah I definatly know how you feel. Its really hard to find a guy worth keeping… But I think if we keep our heads up our luck might turn for the better :]
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aww i know how u feel… as a matter of fact im missing someone terribly right now as well… but stay happy and remember the good times 🙂 right? and thanks for the note… yes it was a lot of fun. and what do u wanna know about my baby… hes not an actual kid.. if thats what u mean. hes my bf 🙂 much lovee…
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We each have people we miss, and this was an evocative poem regarding that feeling. I like the way people have of reappearing. One door closed simply makes room for another to open, I find in my life. It’s kind of cool to feel my feelings about the door closing and then start looking for the door that is to open. Might be that way for you, too.
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You are an absolutely amazing writer… and you’re only 14 as well! This is SUCH a beautiful poem. Best wishes!
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((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))) i’ve been there, too
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