For Finding the Light

Well, that’s all folks. We only have hours now. Then, that’s it. You’ll either blip out of existence or you’ll find other avenues to dance along. I’m choosing to keep dancing. I’m hoping that I’ll remember to keep dancing for as long as I can feel the beat in my heart.

I reached out to every single person that I have ever had an email contact. I heard back from a couple writers that I thought were totally lost. I had a couple of returned deliveries & that made me sad. It’s so sad to hurt over people that I never really knew.

My sweetest most sincere goodbye to a special few that I couldn’t find:

Jeremiah Zero, Coca-Cola Classic, LayneMeyer, Leslie Tooms, atom, Just A Dumb Guy, sparrow2flight, vik_cyanide

To anyone who hasn’t heard, you can still find me …

A. Nony Mouse

AMouseonOD@gmail.com

Goodbye, OD. Thank you for helping me find everything I needed that I didn’t even really believe existed.

Beautiful Pain by Eminem

[Intro: Eminem]
I can feel the heat rising
Everything is on fire
Today’s a painful reminder of why
We can only get brighter
The further you put it behind ya
And right now I’m on the inside
Lookin out, cause

[Hook: Sia]
Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

[Verse 1]
Yesterday was the tornado warning, today is like the morning after
Your world is torn in half, you wake and let’s wait to start the mourning process
And rebuilding, you’re still a work in progress

Today is a whole new chapter, it’s like an enormous ass
The thunderstorm has passed ya, you weathered & poked it’s his eye out with the thorn bush that you
Used to smell the roses, stopped to inhale can’t even tell your nose is stuffed

So focused on the brightside, then you floor the gas pedal, and hit the corner fast, the more asserted, never looking back, may hit the curb, but everyday is a new learning curve, as you, steer through life, sometimes you might not wanna swerve, but you have to, to avert a disaster,

lucky, no permanent damage, cause they hurt you so bad, it’s like they murdered your ass, and threw dirt on your casket, but you returned from the ashes, and that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline, and while you’re burning the past, standing at inferno and chant

[Hook: Sia]
Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

[Verse 2]
So familiarize what having to swallow this pill is like
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
And it’s as though you feel you’ve died because you’ve been killed inside
But yet you’re still alive which means you must survive
Although today you may weep because you’re weak and
Everything seems so bleek and hopeless
The light that you’re seeking, it begins to seep in
That’s the only thing keeping you from leaping off the motherfreaking deep end
And I’m pulling for you to push through this feeling
And with a little time that should do the healing
And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you’re willing
To forgive them even after all that shit you been put through
This feeling of resilience is building and the flames are burning
Quick as fire would through this building, you’re sealed in
But you’re fireproof and flame retardant you withstood it
And as you climb up to the roof you’re just chillin and you look down
Cause you’re so over them you could put the heel of your foot through the ceiling

As time passes, things change everyday
But wounds, wounds heal
But scars still remaining the same
But tomorrow today’s goin’ down in flames
Throw the match at the past of the place

So feel the fire beneath your feet
As you barely even perspire from the heat
Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
And as you say goodbye to the grief
It’s like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
But you’ve extinguished this living hell
Still a little piece of you dies, you scream

[Hook: Sia]
Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

[Sia]
I feel the bur

n, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
Flame of love, we’re going to fight the word, fight
Now it feels with wings that I will fly

[Hook: Sia]
Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Standing in the flames
And it’s a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light