A quick one…

 I’m gonna make this quick because there’s some things I need to get off my chest considering I haven’t written an entry in a few weeks. I’d also like to get to bed soon, so I can at least capture a few hours of sleep.

What can I say? I moved three weeks ago. It’s been a few of the best weeks of my life. I’m happy with my decision to move. 

On the female front, I can’t stand Megan anymore. It’s weird. When we started dating, I was excited. She was the girl at work that I’ve kinda had my eye on for some time. But ever since I got to know her, it’s just been downhill. I hate to say it, but she just sucks as a person. It’s caused a little awkwardness because we have some mutual friends now. 

Then there’s Hilary. Where do I even start with her? We went out together a week or so ago. We had a great time. I wasn’t sure what to make of it. I kinda thought it could be considered a date, so I paid for most of everything during the evening. It’s better to err on the side of caution. She may have just viewed it as a friendly outing. Either way, without being too specific, I realized that night just how promiscuous this girl is. I don’t think she’s anywhere near ready to commit to relationship. She dated some dude recently for 6 months and wouldn’t commit to him. She thought it was crazy that after 6 months he wanted to "have her as his." She’s really hot and interesting. I just don’t think she’s dating material. 

She did pass out at my house the night we went out, though. Nothing sexual happened. There was once during the night that she kept calling me gay – jokingly of course. And I said, "Alright, I’ll show you how gay I am." Then I proceeded to stick my tongue down her throat. Probably the best albeit least romantic first kiss I’ve ever had. We had held for the rest of the evening during the walk back to the car.

Would I date Hilary? Hell yeah, I’d give it a shot. But I’m not gonna jump in head first. If it happens, it happens, but I’m not gonna put too much hope or effort into it. I think it would just result in my getting my feelings hurt – as sad as that sounds. She just seems like she would do that to a guy.

Anyway, I’m out.