This year I have…

– Met Emmy twice and met her friends, who are all very nice
– Won a singing festival with my singing group
– Gone into schools to perform plays in assembly about bullying
– Been paralytic for the first (and so far only) time
– Tried cigarettes
– Tried weed
– Stopped s/h for 116 days
– My cousin died of cancer
– Got a modelling job, for which I still haven’t been paid, but have sent the invoice off now
– Been made to ask for morning after pills for a friend when she thought she was pregnant, even though a couple of months earlier she thought her boyfriend was cheating on her with me, and has hated me ever since
– Had just one boyfriend all year, which lasted four days, he was 19
– Had my first proper kiss
– Become quite good friends with an ex
– Slept in a cave
– Slept in the same field twice
– Got my nose pierced twice, but it didn’t last more then two months either time, in fact, the second time it lasted less then 24 hours!
– Made a lot of new friends, who I really care about and
– Ceased contact with a lot of people who were bad for me
– Started plans for my own internet shop
– Applied for college
– Started and given up on GCSEs, despite being told I’ll never make anything of myself because of it, but
– Have spoken to someone at the college I’m applying for, and they’ve told me that if I apply early enough so they can review my case, I should be able to get in anyway, and you only need GCSEs later if you want to become a teacher, which I don’t
– Decided that if I don’t get into college, will do BTECs or something, or else live in a council flat, have ten kids and live off benifits, and watch Trisha all day
– Not attempted suicide, though I have thought about it
– Written 50,000 words of a novel in less then 30 days
– Been given a receipt from the police for drinking in a non-designated area and my dad told me off for giving my real name, he said I should have told them my name was Minnie mouse
– Started talking to a third councillor, but it didn’t last too long
– Brought two pet mice, Bella and Donna
– Donna died
– Taught very scary children a dance routine, and at their performance a guy in his 20/30s asked me for my number, and I ran away
– Learnt I actually can’t tell the difference between 3 ad 5 unless I concentrate.
– Cut my own hair, and didn’t like it so went to the hairdressers a matter of weeks later
– Put the weight I lost last year back on
– Driven a car backwards and forewards in a car park
– Been to Thorpe Park for my sisters’ birthday
– Went to the imax cinema for the first time
– Started a "memory box"
– Forgotten to put anything significant in aforementioned memory box
– Recovered from depression, I think.
– Stopped using solvents as a form of self-harm, though they were very "helpful" when I stopped cutting and a couple of years ago when I was in a really bad way and had not yet discovered alcohol

Well, I think that’s just about it.
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