Drops

6/25/2002

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………lov
……..ethew
…….ayyoucr…………………………….l
…….ywithyo……………………………ike
……..urlie……………………………promi
……………………………………….singa
………………………………………..sky…………………w
…………………………………………………………….ith
……………………………………………………………sadan
……………………….f………………………………….gelsn
………………………ill………………………………….igh
……………………..edwit
…………………….hbluehe
…………………….artstha
……………………..tsigh……………………..w
………………………………………………..hen
……………………………………………….allyo
………………………………………………udidkno
………………………………………………wwashow
……………………………………………….todie

Weep for me. I am nothing more than a dreamer with my feet as heavy as stones. With venom in my eyes and blood on my lips, I’ll crawl to touch your cheek.

Behind my fingers, I hide my black smile,
Caked in red and brown, encased in denial.
My lips are dancing, and my tongue is cut.
Outside, it’s raining, my windows are shut.

Lift my shirt
Kiss my waist.
Rip my skirt.
See the waste.

Tell Mommy I hurt [myself].
My legs are sticky.
My tummy doesn’t f.e.e.l so good.

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No, no, no, no.
I’m afraid to stay here.
I don’t like it.
I want
for you
to go away.
Stop hurting me.
STOP.
Please…
I don’t like you.

Don’t worry, I won’t leave you alone.

~Noct…………………