Internet!!

Thanks to my amazing boyfriend we now have internet back!!!! Im so excited, bcuz i can now start updating like i once used too! HaHa. Its been freaking forever, i dont even kno where to begin. Not lots has changed, Kaydence is now in daycare that cost me WAY to much.. and actually shes been there since July && i havent paid yet. LoL, surprisingly i havent been asked about it, im just trying to slide by til i get a nice paycheck that can cover it. She is 9months (yesterday)! Ya, stinkin big as hell. Standing up on things, getting into everything, and she does this fake cry thing and likes to look in the mirror while she does it, and her face cracks me up.. hahaha, dang i cant believe she will be one in November.. thats like right around the corner! I hope by November i have a better job so i can have a nice 1st birthday for her.. that would be awesome. Sometimes i feel like a shitty mom because i cant afford to buy her everything there is to have. I kno she doesnt know the difference or even care, shoot shes happy playing with a box if thats all we had, but i would feel better if i could buy her things yakno?! If it wasnt for my niece Shelby she wouldnt have ANY clothes.. becuz i havent went actually clothes shopping for her since she was 3months old. Sucks! I hate being broke!

Anywhoo i just got off of work, i kno there is other things i could update about but ill have to catch up later.. wanna get dressed before kaydence wakes.

<3 Angel