“How do you do that shit?!”

There comes a point. In life when you have to stop worrying about the what if’s.. and whats going to happen nexts. Just live life for the moment.. because in the end it always ends up the same way.

Hey all! Just thought id write a quick entry today. Went to the DR for my 37week check-up. Baby is good. I think her heartbeat was 157 this morning.. and she is head down in my pelvis, ready to come into this world! LoL. I also got my flu shot this time while i was there, and it didnt hurt.. but then about mid way thru work today my arm throbbed where i got it. =(. Im a big girl tho! haha.

SoOo im really loving Nicki Minaj’s song "Right through me" .. uhhh! I cant get enough of it.. i dont know, it reminds me of me.. and of how i was with ‘love’. I was on my way home from work just singing my lungs out to this song.. "Youuu seeee rightttt through meeee, how do you do that shit?!"

Anyways.. nothing else going on in my life. No new guys, no old ones. LoL.. im just over that these days. Was talking to Ray for a minute and then a couple weekends ago i realized, i dont care anymore. Im done being used, and for once i dont even want a guy in my life… feels good. I need to be me, and love me.. and my baby of course.. and thats it.

<3 AnGeL