Busy Bee.

Aight.. let me start off with i apologize for the lack or notes.. i have been reading everyones entries.. but these days i have very little time.

Lets see.. where to begin.

Friday night Kaydence cried for 6hrs.. i couldnt calm her no matter what i did. Finally i gave her a warm bath and when i undressed her notice her tummy was swollen, like SUPER big. And even tho she had no temp she had diarriah ALL day so i freaked out and Bobby drove us to the Emergency room. She was fine, they said she’s colic.. and the diarriah is cause from the formula switch and soy does that to a lot of babies.. so they told me to put her back onto the similac sensitive.. and give her these gas drops in her bottles to help ease the pain. The reason for the swollen tummy was from her pushing so much to poop. Once we got home she calmed down a bit and we got to bed around 6am.. then next day she was fine..phew!! Ever since she’s been so cuddly and just wants me to hold her all day.. my poor peanut.. who now is 7lbs 13ounces..

I think i updated a bit about my friends staying here becuz they have no where else to go.. and they have two little boys.. well, things are getting a lil hectic. My new baby plus kalie, craig, and there two kids..i dont catch a break!! I love them to death, and i honestly dont know what to do becuz they want to stay for two weeks.. but its just getting to be TOO much.. and of course i cant let them live in there car with the boys.. soOo i really dont have a choice.. but they keep saying in two weeks they will be out, but to be honest.. they arent saving money or looking for sumwhere to go.. and i dont kno what to do if they say they need to stay longer.. yakno?!

Bobby and I got into a fight.. well argument, on saturday. My mom kept Kaydence for a few hours for my birthday so i went to the movies with Kalie, Mary, and her boyfriend John.. Well bobby got off work and came to my house to get some clothes becuz his stuff is here and he got on my computer and read one of the stories i wrote back in June. Well, apparently the date changes on the document everytime u open it to the date it is.. and the 1st like line of the story is "i talked to my ex today". So he flipped. He sent me a pic message of the story and said he wishes he didnt read it.. and im thinking to myself well yeah it does say a lot of crazy things about the way i felt towards daniel.. and then he pretty much dogs me.. and wouldnt talk to me.. Texted my friend steph to come get his stuff from my house for him becuz he was pretty much done with me. I was shaking like, upset.. becuz i havent talked to daniel in months!!!!! & he was seriously done with me over some dumb shit. Well of course, eventually, we talked and he apologized for looking in my stuff and for assuming things. I explained the story and then that was that. I know this sounds a little dumb but, im glad it happened.. i realized he must really like me if that made him upset yakno?! & I really do like him, and want him.. he stayed with me last night and said "promise me you wont leave me for him" and i said "I swear" becuz i wont.. and would neverrrr. Bobby treats me good.. why would i leave that for a loserr who punched me in the face, and btw still hasnt even tried to contact me about his daughter..not that i want him too.. i wouldnt answer his call but i just think he has to be the most horrible person i kno to not even try. Its his baby.. who can do that seriously!!

Anyway.. things are just crazy around here. Between not working and trying to help other people out at the same time i just wanna pull my hair out. I cant wait until work starts back up. Im struggling trying to pay bills.. cell phone been due since last month.. cable too.. and car insurence.. I paid rent and car payment last month, but this month is going to be rough to get.. I really could use a miracle.

<3 Angel