ups and downs

up: 10 months

down: haven’t been able to sleep right for about a month. waiting for the tapering off the meds to work so i can get a legit night’s sleep

up: hawks won

down: i have a really, really bad stomach ache right now

up: i bought a ticket to the world series game 2

down: barney’s being even more of a shit to me lately.  today in particular, he’s a perfect angel when carolyn’s around, as soon as she goes to bed, he’s all into all sorts of shit.

up: ran a 5k this weekend

down: really sick of the grey feeling.  hoping that goes away.

down: lost a filling late last week, couldnt’ eat or drink anything on the right side of my mouth until getting it fixed today.

down: feeling pretty overextended, helping out other people.  trying to combat that with some xbox each day, ‘me’ time sorta thing, but it still is really getting to me. hope i can turn it around before the meltdown.

anyway, the ambien should be kicking in here soon.  i’ll see you bitches later.