to get through

i guess all i can do to get through is to lean on the one person who’s still there 100%, who’s never burned me, who’s never had a moment where i questioned their intentions.

sad to think i only have one of those left.  is that normal?  how many people do you have like that, who you know, no matter the situation, no matter the circumstance, have your back 100% of the time and 100% selflessly, and vice versa?

jo’s my only one right now.  i’ve known her for like 10 years and we’ve never had a spat, never had a tiff, nothing.  everyone else has, intentionally or unintentionally, cut me down at some point, and it’s hard to build back up that trust, if it’s even possible.