day3

My parents… in great detail.

My dad, who has the same name as me (i’m a junior), was not a good guy.  alcohol and drug problems.  abusive.  etc.  he was tiny, like 5’8", 160 pounds tiny.  he was a redneck.  he chewed tobacco, smoked weed out of empty keystone cans.  we left when i was 3 or 4 and never looked back.  haven’t spoken or heard from him since.  

my mom…  means well, but sometimes can get overbearing.  she’s not that well off money-wise right now, so i’m living at home to help make sure everyone stays on their feet.  i’m excited for things to smooth out for her so i can move out on my own, but i’m not going to cut bait and leave now, leaving her high and dry.  just not in my dna.

i worry that she’ll be lonely.  she hasn’t dated anyone since she split with my dad.  i’ve always sort of had this instinct to take care of her, the man of the house, whatever you wanna call it.

that’s about all i have to say about that.  pretty exhausted right now.  pretty filled with cabin fever, pretty ready to just move the fuck on with life and such.

goodnight.

Day 01 – Introduce yourself, in great detail
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail