christmas came and went..

 without much fanfare.  carolyn worked overnights christmas eve and christmas night, so we haven’t really gotten much time together over the holidays.  kinda bums me out, more than a little bit.  but that’s the way life is right now, so there’s not much that can really be done about it, yeah?

family stuf fwas small today, and a little disheartening.  my aunt sort of ignored me the whole day.

then my g-ma couldn’t come. she has MS, and has been sick, so it seems (to us) that it might be triggering more issues.  she was confused the other day about which day it was, thinking it was christmas when it was just christmas eve.  she was confused as to who she was talking to on the phone, and sort of noncoherent.  i know she’ll die someday, but i really, really, really want her to be there for my wedding. really.

my sleep schedule’s been alll fucked lately.  i was up until 5am the other day, only got about 4 hours of sleep, then was up until 2 or 3, then woke up today and did family stuff, just all sorts of weirdness.

trying to keep brewing as much beer as possible. people are starting to request beer.  just had a batch of 49 bottles of american cream ale ready to go, and over half of it is already sp
need to go to bed.  more christmas tomorrow.

nite
-b