11/26/2010

i’m not sure how much you guys like hearing the same shit every day…

nothing really exciting happened.  met up for coffee (i had hot chocolate) with a friend who lives out of town, did some grocery shopping, got my tattoo.

i’ve got a pic, but the redness/blood makes the grey shading look much darker and much more red than it really is, so i’m gonna hold off on posting pics until it heals a bit.

my mind’s twisting itself a bit the last few days, but i really don’t feel like ranting about it right now. going to wait until it heals a bit. (see what i did there?)

not sure what’s worse, when i’m freaking out about things and have the anxiety to feed it, or have the same thoughts with a (relatively) calm mind, and can’t seem to get over them.  the second one feels worse right now.

off to take some ativan and deal with the rest of the night.  fuck.  feeling like i’m taking a step back lately.