09/02/2010

having a rough day today.  i had a therapist appt this morning, and i’m thinking about stopping going…  whenever i leave i’m always really shaken for the rest of the day. trying to avoid taking ativan today, as i’ve really cut down lately, but i’m feeling really weak today.

i just really miss her.  i wish i understood. i wish i could see how this’ll all turn out. it just still really hurts right now, and brings lots of questions in my head.  i’m feeling a little lost the past couple of days, i’m scared for me.

🙁