~Where’s My Heart Leading Me?~

Hey all!!! How is everyone? I hope everything is okay with you guys…
Well, I am temporarily NOT going out with Michael at the moment. He and I went a little fast with our relationship and have decided to take it a little slower. We still care very much about eachother, but we have to get to know eachother a little more…I was a little upset yesterday because we broke up with one another. He was too. When we decided to take it slower and just be friends, it really touched my heart because he started to cry over the phone (not like in a “I’m a big cry baby” type of way…just to let you all know :-P). It made me realize how much he really cares for me…and I love the fact that he respects me sooo much to take it slow with me (because he knows wat I’ve been through and he wants to let me know that he won’t take advantage of me)…I’ve never really had a guy that really did that before. He makes me feel like a person…and not like garbage. Not to say any of my other relationships were awful (with the exception of ONE)….it’s just that Michael makes me feel better about myself, ya know? I don’t have to worry about how he is gonna treat me…because he is not one to really hurt anyone. I respect him a lot for that…
I am having trouble with what (“who” is the correct term) is gonna make me happy. Should I go for Michael? I mean, I care about him a lot…I really do. However, is he who I really want…or something else. I just pray that God will give me an answer…soon! Because with whatever I pick…I want it to be the right decision. I don’t wanna pick something….and then realize that it was a mistake when it is too late to fix it…does anyone understand what I am trying to come from? I just really need an answer…and I need it soon before I make my decision…and I think that decision is coming soon. Pray for me you guys!!!
Well, I’m gonna go. I love you all sooo much! Take care and may God be with you always and forever!
In Christ’s Deep Love,
~Amber~

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