Stressed out…*sigh*

Hey you all. Today was kinda bad…I had an anxiety attack at school. It got so bad that I was looking at hospitalization for me. I got so stressed and so depressed that I just broke down and just dropped rock bottom. I didn’t feel like I was even safe from myself. I just really felt terrible. I even missed a whole block and half of another. It was to the point where my counselor was calling my mom, my theropist, my social worker, and even the hospital that I would’ve gone to…if they hadn’t ran out of beds…

I’m doing better now, thank goodness. I’m still a little stressed out and my heart’s still pounding kinda fast. I even feel like that I am having an asthma attack (and I just took my inhaler)…I’ve been getting really stressed a lot lately.

Well, the rest of the day went well. I got to go to my group theropy, which went well. I got to talk to some friends online when I went home. So that went ok……I’m still very depressed and extremely stressed. I feel like pulling out my hair. It’s crazy…

I guess I’m gonna go now…there’s nothing really left to talk about. I love you guys soooo much! Take care and may the Lord be with you always.

In Loving Spirits,
~Amber~