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most of the time i don’t particularly miss japan. i miss certain aspects, certain people, certain places… but as a whole i know i need to be here. sometimes, though.. a couple nights ago i was falling asleep, thinking about lots of things on the way out… suddenly it occurred to me that the life that i had there was OVER, really OVER… as in, even if i go back, nothing will be the same; my car won’t be there, my stuff will be someone else’s property and as the years go by i might not recognize anything or anyone anymore. and that thought BOLTED me awake out of my half-asleep state. i knew i had left, but in my mind things are suspended as they were when i left them — the reality that if i go back, nothing will be the same anymore — that was striking.
So where are you now? And do you like it there better?
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You can never enter the same stream twice.
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Last night it occurred to me that I really, really miss heated toilet seats. <3
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Don’t look back, look forward to new experiences, made even better with what you bring to the table from your past experiences.
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