retail therapy…not enough
I did get a really nice outfit from the Gap…a skirt, a nice tank top and a black cotton jacket…but it just isn’t enough, I want more…:( But I just don’t have the $$ right now to be having these shopping sprees! Oh well maybe next pay cheque, I have been working enough frigging hours so I should be able to spend some of MY hard earned cash!!
I am reading another book, it is quite interesting it’s about “codependency”! I would attempt to explain that but I don’t fully understand it myself yet so I won’t even try to until I have read more. I’m trying to figure out who I am and all my issues without paying someone big bucks to figure it all out for me?!! heh might take me awhile!
Still living in craziness right now, not much time for anything!
Have a new “goal date”, I hate these but maybe it will help get these pounds OFF! Two weeks and 10 pounds need to be gone…if I focus I can do it!
Ok I must be off…the baby needs a bath :p
Hugsssssss to you and take care of you Love and hugsssssss Melanie
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🙁 what will you have achieved when you meet the goal? maybe there are other goals you can make to feel good about yourself? like making you time, special time with the kids, or special time for your husband. i feel so sad. i sure can hate the way i look, but i don’t have the heart to hurt myself anymore – i wish you didn’t either. *hugs*
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*BIG HUGS* your notes have meant so much to me the past few times I’ve been lucky enough to receive them… no matter what i’ve said, you have been nothing but supportive, comforting and loving – just what a mommy should be (so i’m sure you’re a wonderful one). i would love to have someone to talk to about all of this, maybe we can start emailing again? i’ll reactivate my account – do you
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still have my email add.? (dietgrrrl888@hotmail.com) I miss you! Seriously, thank you. I hope I hear from you soon. Love, Me
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hey im going to visit him in a few days. getting more and more scared because what he says could literally determine whether i live or die. so just in case i dont make it back, i wanted to say goodbye, and to thank you for everything, for being there for me. its meant a lot.
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hey–sorry about the scare. im doing better now.
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