*family outing*

We took our girls to a hotel on thursday night to spend some time together as a family, it was nice! My 7 year old LOVED it because she could swim all night and then lay on the bed and watch TV till she fell asleep! My hubby took the little one in the pool  too and she liked it but it was a bit cold for her. I would not get into a bathing suit for anyone so he had to! My body is not worthy of a bathing suit yet 🙁 Then we met with my daughter’s little friend and she went there for a sleep-over!…oh to be a child again!

Saturday we went to my birth parents place because we hadn’t seen them in awhile and my birth mom was really missing me…big time! Don’t really feel like going into all those emotions right now, infact I have been avoiding my feelings on all that for quite sometime now…hoping I just won’t have to deal with them! Lets just say I have never really dealt with that life changing experience  and all the feelings and emotions that go along with it 🙁 Maybe one day I will have the courage to ‘feel’ and actually face everything that goes on inside me, but for right now I am quite talented at tucking in deep down inside me and never going there! Whoa there’s a lot of crap down there, I don’t really ever want to re visit that scary place! I am so good at avoiding these things 😉

Oh I don’t think I mentioned my little shopping trips while I was out in Calgary! I was quite excited to find that there are tons of stores out there that carry Roxy stuff, for adults and kiddies!! 😀 So I bought my oldest daughter two Roxy shirts and myself a Roxy purse and matching wallet! I also went to Mountain Equipment Co-op and bought a new bag with wheels and a handle (you know those luggage like bags) and a sapphire blue nalgene bottle…for those of you who do not know what that is, it is just this bottle that holds water and it is indestructable! Ummm lets see what else did I get, oh yeah more new sunglasses…that I didn’t need because I just bought a pair of Ralph Lauren ones that cost me over $100 , but I liked these other ones so I just had to have them! hehe Also a new hemp necklace with shells on it 🙂

I miss my friend ‘G’ we haven’t hung out in a long time or it seems like a long time anyway!

I have been having weird dreams lately too involving other ppl …I mean other than my hubby which is SO weird because I don’t want to be with anyone else but him, I love him to death! I think it was because when we were away his boss was flirting with me  big time and so was his brother?! Even just the other day he was on the phone to my hubby and he said his wife is having another boy and he wants a girl so he is going to ‘borrow” ME so that he can have a girl…yeah right! There will be no more babies of any kind coming out of this body, it’s so done with that!!

Better put my babe to bed now…later!