Doubt

The thoughts that run through my head

They are sometimes negative.

They are mostly positive now

Then the doubt creeps in, XYZ person doesn’t like you.

That message went unanswered because they hate you.

They refuse your help or kindness because your useless.

I feel these doubts, I push down and swallow against the pain.

I fight these thoughts till I’m drained

I fight one more day and win the battle against my own head.

These days are becoming less thankfully, my war with my head I will win.

For now, for today I feel the tears in my eyes as for today those thoughts are not giving in.