Where’d it go?

         Head pounding from all the thinking and fighting back and forth. I’m worn out and unsure how much more my body can with stand. My heart feels broken and there is no soul left to care. Everything I once knew or had was like pouring water on to your hand just to watch it fall between the cracks of your fingers, to fall to the ground below and disappear.
               My legs are shaking from all the running I seem to be doing. When someone tries to stop me and ask me why I keep on going, I just look at them with no words to say. I’ve been running for so long I lost my whole reason for starting in the first place. Tears seem to fall from my eyes, but there doesn’t seem to be any emotion behind it. I feel so much pain, or at least I thought I did. I’m so confused where did all the feeling go?
             Leaning against the wall, as the rain pours all around me. The lighting lights up the sky and the thunder shakes everything around me. I still sit behind that building on the ledge watching and listening to the beautiful thunder storm that has taken place around me. My hair sticks to my face from walking in the rain. Make-up running down my face, my clothes stick to my body when I move. My phone won’t stop going off. Everyone asking if I’m going to be okay.
          The days I seem to spend so dazed, Where did that big part of me go? There was a time when I smiled and really meant it. I always cared and didn’t snap so easy. Almost like the only thing left now is my shadow. The heart, soul and love has all vanished. Where’d it all go?