What Choice Do I Have?

           When the same thing keeps reacurring over and over again what do you do to change something that isn’t your choice to make? How can  a person look at something and know all the right things to say, but not be allowed to give anything away?

   I’ve been the one for as long as I can remember to fix what went from for my mom. I’ve been the one that seemed to be able to say all the right things and know all the right answers. Through out years I’ve been there to always make it better. I’m the one everyone seems to want to come to because I take the time to listen to whats being said. I try my hardest to understand and look at both sides. I put my self under so much stress for those around me. Never putting my self first or thinking twice to help someone even if I don’t like them.

 

   There comes a time where I can no longer give all the answers looked for. I can’t say all the right things to make them feel better. I have to grow up and face my own problems and learn new things for me. I have to say I’m sorry and walk away. This isn’t something I can control anymore. I can no longer be their shoulder to cry on anymore. I know what I could do and say but they have to learn to do it on their own or else how will they ever learn. I can no longer be my family’s safe zone. I must move on with life and make my own. Eight-teen its time to move on and they have to let go.

 

                                                               What Choice Do I Have?

 

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