so parents could care less

So I don’t know if I should be more hurt or mad. So much has taken place this week. I had surgery this week my brother is dealing with stuff, some of which he brought on him self. Anyways, I know my brother is going through a lot and I want more than anything for things to get better for him. His ex caused a lot of problems along with people he use to be friends with. My mother and father however seem to be babying him and forgetting about the rest of us. I’m not saying I want all the attition on me, but it would be nice for my parents to at least show they care about me. My mom couldn’t visit with me for more than 30 minutes and all she talked about the whole time she was here was everything going on with my brother. I don’t think she once asked me how I felt or how I was doing. I never asked to have surgery or not be able to do anything, My dad talked with me for a little while but even he didn’t spend a lot of time with me. I got a little upset talking to my dad, because, its like a learning prosses for me all over again. The hearing in my left ear is pretty much gone from my surgery and its so inhanced on my right side it kind of hurts. I have to turn my head so I can hear when someone is talking to me. When I go back to work I’m going to struggle for a little while to hear the customers talking to me over all the other stuff going on in the backround. I work in the deli so you can imagine how noisy it is. My dad made me feel a little better but my mom didn’t help with anything. All she seems to care about is her self and what makes her look good.