Reversed Game Playing.

   Once at some point in time I was one of the sweetest people you would have ever met. I would have done anything for anyone, I would allow everything to get to me. I would be there for someone who did nothing but put me down. I allowed people to walk all over me and I never said a word.
    One day it took that last little bit and I finally snapped out. I changed everything about who I was to someone who just no longer cared. If you thought you were going to hurt me think again cause I didn’t get hurt just got even a lot worse than anything someone did to me. I got in anyone’s face who started talking shit. I let everyone know I wasn’t backing down and I wasn’t giving in. I took every game and twisted it and made it my own. I learned how to play with people and pay very close attention to everything everyone did and said. Taking dirty little secrets and using them to my advantage. I learned I could play any person I wanted and ruin anything I didn’t want to happen. I learn to shut my self off from getting hurt. My heart turned to stone so no person could touch or even come close to it. Flipping things about me all the time keeping people guessing if they knew me or not.
    Reversed game playing became something I can do very well. Pushing to see how far I could really go. With a smile on my face I can mess with just about anyone in any way I want.
     Did I ever say it was a good thing? No its not but truth of the matter is I don’t really care. I can do everything I said and do it very well. However, I don’t choose to. Someone has to really piss me off for me to do so.