Oh you special soul

I have some pretty amazing friends, and I can honestly say that the few people I’m close to are pretty special. I have a friend I have known since I was like 7 or 8. When we were younger he hung out more with my older sister because they were the same age and I hung out with younger brother and my younger brother. As we got older however we started spending more time together.  He always had a way of making me laugh when something was wrong and he always looked out for me even when I didn’t want him too.

Him and I started hanging out all the time when I came to Florida to stay with my grandma in her extra house on her property. he would sneak over and we would stay up late talking and laughing. One night he came over and we walked to the back part of my Grandma’s property and we were sitting in the grass near the lake. I was sitting in front of him and he had his arms around me, which wasn’t anything new. He has always been an affectionate person.

Well that night he ended up kissing me and it started this whole little love story of its own.

He was always so sweet and thoughtful, I don’t even think there was time we even fought. I wouldn’t say we were together for real long but it felt like it. The feelings were real and something out of this world. I ended up moving out of the state and we went our separate ways for a little while.

The year my brother passed away he flew up here to support my family and my self and we started talking again. Now before I go further in this post I want to say that I am happily married to an amazing man. Who I will say gets along with my best guy friend.

He is one of my best friends and he means everything to me. My husband is aware of our friendship and has no issues with it. In fact they get a long as well.

He has always been so special to me and he never allows anything to change our friendship. He is one of the first people to tell me when I need to get my act together or when I’m the one who is in the wrong. All of his friends and any significant others know who I am. We truly have a genuine friendship and he is such a special soul. When he’s not cheering me on he’s pushing me so my fear doesn’t take over. He is probably the closed person I have outisde of my huband. I have never once questioned our friendship.