12/18/03

Uh, yeah, school…just no.

Let’s see, my two worst subjects this year…math and physics…crap.  The math, haha who can say failing grade in that one?  It’s not that I don’t understand it, it’s just that I am not a very attention to detail kinda person which kills me on all the stuff that actually counts.  I dunno what the hell my problem is…I’m just as smart as anyone else in that class (i think), but I just have problems with the application of the material on tests and stuff.  I make stupid mistakes which of course I never catch.  It seriously makes me dread the class EVERYDAY. 

Physics isn’t as bad, besides the fact that my teacher is another one of those anal psycho nazis.  She grades like she has a personal mission to sabotage any chance of you passing anything.   Otherwise, some of the stuff this chapter is hard shit, let me tell you.  Or maybe I’m just stupid…either way we’ll see how I do on the test haha. 

My parents have been alright, considering the VERY interesting progress report from math i brought home for them….they don’t really ever get mad at me about grades, though, cause they actually understand shit like that.  Yeah, that’s an upside to them, and of I all people I’m actually pointing it out.  My grades still stress me out though, and due to all the effort I’ve put into school this year and the undesirable results, I just have no motivation left.  I’m so sick of everthing, homework, studying, whatever the hell it is.  But then again, who isn’t?  Oh well, Christmas is in 6 days, and there are 3 days of school left.  Atleast I have that to look forward to.