what the future lies

amy

i had a conversation with monce earlier, she is dealing with dating her friend. Im happy for her but Im jealous of that. I miss that and I miss a relationship. I know the future holds a lot for me and I know that I will not be alone in the future but Im afraid right now. My relationship with Ale was a beautiful one and now that its over its hard to see where the future will take me. Im still not ready to even be close with someone, not even kiss them especially since Ale and I slept together last week. I wonder what is going to happen in the next year, I hope that it will be good year next year. Because my best year was 2003, that was an amazing year full of lovers and friends. Hopefully, 2007 will bring back more love in my life. Well, thats all for now, I just wanted to let you in on my progress.