Has it really been 11 years?

Amy,

Ive been writing to you for 11 years!!! Holy VACA! Where did the time go? Life is getting better. Im finally taken hold of the demons but the future stills scares the beejesus out of me! Im not getting younger but I can actually say that I have done sooo much in this past decade! I have regrets, who doesnt? But im okay with those demons.

Ive dreamt of Michael lately…so weird that after sooo many years he still comes up in my subconscience. Better than the "boy" that for sure. The few times he appeared, even in my dreams I was like, "Ugh, what are you doing here?" Well, hopefully life has better adventures in store for me in the next couple months. Something has to change…