My weekend…the not so great

Ok. I have a lot to talk about and for now plenty of time here at work to type it all up. Things are so in the air right now, I don’t know if I am coming or going.
Friday night, got Tylers ear pierced and Cody got a second whole in his left ear. My in laws are pretty peeved at me right now, but if its what they want, I will let them, (not going to let them get much more til they are way older)
We went to the lake Saturday afternoon. It wasn’t to bad of a trip up there. Russ and I have been fighting nonstop really for the last week so we didn’t really talk much. He took the boys and went fishing while I hung out at my parents house for awhile. Then we had dinner and he took them out fishing again and I got to go out to the bar with my mom. It was a blast hanging out and drinking with her. I see my friend Don while I was there. I don’t think I have really mentioned him to much yet, but he is the reason I was asking about age differences. Is 20 years to many years difference? One day I will try and explain my situation with Don.(fun on the side)
We got ready to leave sunday evening, and I figured russ had checked my fluid levels in my car since he had changed the brakes and had the hood open. Well, we got within 20 miles from home and my car overheated BIG TIME. Idiot Russ dumps water from a cooler in the HOT radiator (not smart at all) Then proceeds to tell me to drive it up to the gas station like 2 miles up the road. I make it about half a mile and I can smell it burning. I tell him and his buddy that were following me in a truck, to go on up to the gas station and get water and bring it back. Russ says, NO it will make it up there, it isn’t much further. Won’t let me say anything yells at me and then proceeds to drive my car 45 miles an hour makes it like a quarter of a mile and it backfired and that was all she wrote.
Why wouldn’t he listen to me? Who the hell knows. Not only this, but now I have NO car.; My inlaws are bringing me to and from work and to baseball I hope. If not then I guess we won’t go to baseball.
He is driving his VW bug, but says it isn’t safe enough for me to drive. He has another thing coming I tell ya. Because he has a ride that will pick him up for work. His dad takes a half an hour to get to my work, and it only takes me 15 minutes. I was 15 minutes late today, because he takes the scenic route.
My life really really sucks right now, and most likely my marriage is over. I have took and took and took all I can from russ. Not only am I losing my job, now I have no car, I find out that he ordered some get rich quick junk from an infomercial and has been hiding it from me. He has done this like 3 other times and I flat out told him if he did it again, I was done with him. Well. what do I do?

Ok. I need to quit because I am getting madder and madder and typing extremely hard on the keyboard. I will let you all know what happens when I talk to him tonight..

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May 19, 2004

Damn, sounds rough. That’s one of the first things I learned when I started to drive, if the car runs hot it you turn it off. Men! They know everything right? Sorry about your marriage…maybe yall can work it out??