A lot has changed in 8 years…

I have skimmed through a lot of my entries and it brought back so many memories. Seems like a lifetime and yet seems like yesterday. Here is a rundown of things that have happened

Married the new boyfriend I had in the last post on 9/14/12. He was truly the love of my life and my soulmate.

The boys: Cody is 25, married with 2 kids. A girl and boy. So I am a grandma now. Tyler is 21 almost 22. He still lives with me and is enjoying his 20s. Still my wild child.

I have worked my current job 12 years!

My husband passed away on our 4th wedding anniversary trip.  He developed a heart condition in 2011. We went to every specialist and hospital we could and finally got a diagnosis June 2015 when he died and they brought him back. Had a pacemaker inserted and all was supposed to be good from then on. We didn’t take life for granted at all. We had so much fun in the 15 months extra we were given.  We went on a mini vacation to celebrate. Relived our honeymoon and had a blast. We went Cedar Point and rode all the roller coasters! We loved them.  At the end of the last one he said he felt an episode starting. We got off the ride and I got him to a place to sit and he said get emergency help this is bad. Those were his last words. He was gone in front of my eyes. They tried for an hour to bring him back. This was 9/16/16. My life was turned upside down.

I am sure I will write more about that as I get comfortable here again. I need a place to vent.

Currently I have a boyfriend. He is 16 years younger than I am. We have been dating off and on for 8 months. We have had a lot of ups and downs but I am learning to let my heart love and be loved again.

So that’s a brief rundown. Still wondering who will be here that I used to know 😊