Disowned

The feeling of not being enough, loose family, your status or getting disowned are a fears that make me second guess having another relationship.

When I get into this funk it’s difficult to know what to do.

I am content and feel I’ve achieved so much even though I’m single. But I know in my heart there’s so much more for me. Even if it’s think I do not deserve it.
Happiness is one of the last things that crosses my mind. But I am ok where I am.
I guess I’ve been more scared than what I thought. But I trust love will find my way even if it takes 100 years.