Flying Free….

The awareness just hit me that I don’t just collect books for myself. It’s a very, interesting place, the inside of my head is, and I feel like I’m building a personal library. It’s really not about the books – it’s about the knowledge. I’m hoardingbits of pieces of knowledge – some random, some collected, so as to have a little storehouse that is – mine.

To share, of course, with friends and family, but largely mine. To hold the knowledge that I treasure and that I think will either be – vital, or be lost/dismissed/supressed.

I told you the inside of my head is an interesting place.

We are trying to refinance our mortgage. I’m trying to go through the guy that we went through before, but I’m starting to feel like – he’s stringing me along. I don’t know. I – I don’t like it. I think what I want is a simple thing, and he seems to be….. I don’t know. I’m suspicious, though.

DH is looking for another job – murrph. There are a few things lined up for him, and I’m focusing my thoughts on attracting the positive – the next right step for him, and trusting that it will be the next right step for us.

I’ve gone COMPLETELY hair-batty, and it’s been incredibily fun, so far. Mine is – well, it’s doing interesting things – wonderful interesting things. I’ll have to post a picture of it soon.

Work is…. argh. Idiots and fools, and silence. That about sums up most of my days. I’ll be vested in…. 37 days. Finally.

The tornados’ were – interesting. It took out part of the roof of the building I used to work in, and a stoplight at the intersection I go through twice a day. I wonder – how ‘important’ does an interesection that USED to have a stoplight have to be in order to get traffic directors during rush hour every day? Not that the ten minute wait to get through the intersection is THAT painful in the daily scheme of things – but, damn, having a traffic cop there would make it nice.

Here’s a lovely shot of the tornado less than a mile away from where I work:

Terrifyingly beautiful, isn’t it? Such innocence and violence, twirled together and screaming destruction….

Not pregnant, yet. We’re coming up on a year trying, and coming up on a consultation with a fertility specialist. So far, we’re pretty certain it’s an issue on DH’s part – at least according to the tests. My still slightly erractic cycles tell me that I’ve still got issues too, and I’ve gone grain & sugar free (mostly) since the new year to see if that stabilized me. So far, who knows?

I got a wii for my birthday (when WAS the last time I posted?), and it’s freaking fantabulous. It’s actually got me thinking that I might want to learn how to play golf – who knew?

Hrm. I think that’s all, for now.