Wishing you were somehow here again

when i tell you that it hurts me, you say that you already know… And when i go to say im sorry, i know ive already said so… Your smile was the light in my world, now all i have is shadows and sadness, tears that come when they please, when people speak of my beauty, that thing you can feel but never see. If im dead to you then i would rather be in the ground than to be here to watch you drown. Two weeks have passed and its not getting any easier, im just getting use to the pain of living a life that i use to live with you.