Virgin love

damn you for lying, damn you for knowing that this meant so much to me… What you didnt know is how much i sacrificed for you. You’ll never see these feelings in the light of day because you only kept close to me in the night. I wanted to be with you so bad and it seemed like things were going so well, until you stayed up all night and couldn’t text me back, got a tattoo from a “friend” on your neck. Cant you see it crushed me? Couldnt you tell that i was counting the days? Each moment of the four weeks was happier than the last… I wanted to make this last… But how can we work on a relationship when we dont even have one? I dont want to be the side thing to somebodyelse’s side thing… I want my desire to be matched, if not in whole than atleast half way. Kelly, I never wanted this to end, so why does it feel like the end? His smell is on your clothes, her taste is on my lips and i can feel the whole world tremble beneath my finger tips. I don’t want to be afraid, i refuse to run from fear. Ewd 13