six part txt

i dont know which is worse, having stronger feelings than you or finding out that you never had any feelings at all. Tears want to well up from inside and pool on my face, i cared so much in such a short amount of time that it smothered any chance there was of there being a you and me. I thought that we were having a good time, i thought this is what you wanted, i put you first and came in last. How can you be so cruel? How can you be so heartless? How can i love a monster? EWD 2013