packing boxes

There are lighter spots on the wall where wedding photos were once hung. i helped her take down the things that reminded her of him…souvenirs of anniversaries collecting dust on high shelves she could not reach. I wanted to say something helpful, something that would fill the silence with anything but tears, but words wouldnt come, because my heart is broken too and the whole world is numb. Is that the truth of it? I want this to be a kinder place, not just for me, but for the children that are going to inherit this world. :'( everything is going to be okay, i know it is, its just hard to see that from where im standing. packing boxes scattered on the floor, collecting memories for someone that walked out the door. Tears come easy and my heart isnt strong enough to keep myself from falling in love at the drop of a hat. Whats up with that? If you could meant me half way then this would be amazing. I want to give what i never got, not all my loving, just a lot. Ewd13