keep your deserts, i’ll take my woods

you said that i scared you when i said that i would move with you after being with you for only a short while.. what? Why did you think that i wanted to go with you? To be fucking scary? Its because i loved you, god damn it and i was so afraid of losing you that i would leave everything behind just to be with you. I was filled with fear. I was afraid that you were going to leave and i was going to be left with all these emotions and no where for them to go. You did leave, but not to new mexico, you still live in the valley a quater of a world away and you keep far away from where i stay. I wish you would have went away. EWD2013