hoppy new year

she said she was jealous of us… That she knows i dont like hanging out with her anymore. Then why do i go there? Why am i here on the couch where so much has changed? This is where we first kissed, this is where i slept with her for the first time. You didnt want to see me everyday or everyother day so what was i supposed to do? Wait forever for old dreams to come true? Instead i found a new star to wish upon and found heaven in something as simple as a smile. She is the southern belle version of you, and i can just be myself. She is happy just to be with me, it fills my heart with joy. So please dont be jealous, this makes me happy and that is a feeling i want to get to know better. :’) ewd12