Grounded

I knew that i wanted you, you knew too, it’s written all over my face, but you wanted time, you needed space. I want to blast off the surface and drift out into the infinite cosmos because as long as i am here i am going to want to see you, regardless if you feel the same way or not. Im so scared of heights but im more afraid of this feeling of love that has made me an alien on my own home world. This was new love, not refurbished feelings and now such young things need to be put to rest, i have to forget you, that is whats best. But i dont want to… Im looking back at earth as it gets smaller as the months go by, until its just a dot to my eye, and every night i cry because i know on that little speck there is nothing more that i miss then someone who was glad to see me go. 2013EWD