dont choke

1 i feel so selfish for loving you because i know that is not what you want and it is all i think we need. I cant bare the thought of living the rest of my life without you and it makes me scared to think that someday you might be gone and all the beauty i feel will be over. I dont want to love again if that happens. If i can just be your friend then this can continue until it fades into nothing, but if i was your lover then all this will wash clear under the passion of this rain. 2 i wanna shed my skin and be the person you want to love so that you dont have to feel that way. I know what its like to wish you were someone else, sucks, and it hurts to know that you would love me if i had a pretty mask to wear. 3 when you eat that tiny meal, dont choke, when you deny this love is real, dont choke, all you know is how you feel, dont choke. i remember clearly falling for girl that never even saw before the start of fall and she was the type that thinks love is all hype ewdesselle12