apocolypse crush

im not worried about the world ending today. It already died fifty one days ago on a cold november first before the sun even crawled out of bed. I drove off with tears in my eyes not knowing it would be for the last time. I was always banking on tomorrow, wasting borrowed time, thinking that you were always gonna be there. Missing you is my masterpiece, the jewel of my art, i built you a heaven just to watch you tear it apart. Im waiting on the sun. I wanna watch her rise one more time and smile that light from the east. Im not afraid, if this is the end everything that came before made it worth while. Ewd 12