i know, im a sap

hey there boys, girls, and those with a little of both. welcome to the page of revelations according to me.

i went to a new years eve party yesterday -er, two days ago now- with a bunch of my friends. it was pretty boring, until one of the guys got tanked from the water bottle of vodka he snuck in, then, after some serious bad vibes, i realized something. i’d take a bullet for just about any of my friends. i mean, i’ve gone through some tough shit as of late, and i can always trust them to haul me out of the holes i dig for myself. they dont even have to know they’re helping me, and they do. i walk up to that bunch and everything just seems a hellovalot funnier. and so, i guess it’s only fitting to recognize the ones that stand out in my mind, please dont get mad if i missed you. kelby, even if he’s not the brightest crayon in the box, that boys got a heart of a lion. the matt, i can always count on him to get me laughing. stacy always seems to brighten the mood when she shows up. ashley, her ability to laugh at herself if one of the most admiral traits i wish i had. dana, well, all i have to do is think about her and things seem a little bit better. emily B, always gives me a reason to rant and rave about how much i hate the mainstream, which she embodies grr. emily h, we’ve been through the seven circles of hell and back together, some good times, some bad, but they always seem to wind up with us helping each other out, thanks stoopid.

*flashback* (insert wavy lines here)
i remember the first time i met the bunch of you…you didnt care what i looked like, how i dressed, my likes and dislikes, you just wanted someone else to laugh with. i remember hanging out with matt and kelby, just about blowing ourselves to oblivion, and yes, the hose WAS too short. i remember meeting ashley for the first time, wow, you were really sick from that tire swing. i remember me and matt running stacy over when we were role playing as bears in bio, that was great. i remember me, kelby, and the matt singing “time of your life” in matts hot tub, and discussing UFO’s on his deck in 20 degree weather with our trunks on. i remember my first kiss with dana, and the one’s that followed ;). im not even gonna bring up that pink shirt (shivers). i remember talking to emily’s parents about how im not a bad influence because of my clothes. I remember the weight room, the football field, and all those i’ve had the honor to play beside.

ya know, i’ve come a long way because of these guys. i laugh alot easier, and alot harder. i can drop the old masks and have fun. you guys have no clue what you mean to me…

something from somewhere, im someone…somehow. nick.