i gotta learn to relax…
hey there boys, girls, and those with a little of both.
well, it’s been quite some time since last me met…and enough has happened to be worthy of a post. as of now, it’s 2:03 saturday morning. im sitting here listening to Ray Charles and eating genaric fruit snacks. and we all know that that’s one hell of a friday night. *gags* anyhoo, to explain my lonely status currently, nobody wanted to do anything with me. ashley and the matt went to do something together *cough* tonsil hockey *cough*. i guess stacy and captain concussion (kelby)were doing something vollyball or something, im not sure. and dana had to go to the varsity track meet to watch her brother pole vault. and even if i met her there, dad would have been there…which is likely to not be in our best interest to be hanging out near him. i’d like to keep my organs where they are.
so yeah, i’ve been so stressed out lately that i’ve just about given up on sleep. first week of practice craig make me work 4 days straight, so coach o’s already pissed at me. some frosh beat me out for my JV spot. i damn near failed health. damn english teacher is giving me more homework that a sick rhino could shit on. and i’m sick as FUCK to boot. but on the upside, i’ve still kept my wonderfully sarcastic sense of humor. LA TI FREAKING DA!!! so yeah, laugh at this as much as possible, i hope somebody thinks it’s funny. but enough of my bitching… ON WITH THE MUSIC!!!
SONG OF THE DAY
Sober
by: TOOL
There’s a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now, the path that must be
Just because the son has come
Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Why can’t we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can’t we drink forever?
I just want to start this over
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down
Mother Mary, won’t you whisper?
Something bout what’s past and done
Mother Mary, won’t you whisper?
Something bout what’s past and done
Why can’t we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can’t we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
why?
I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Why can’t we not be sober?
I just want to start things over
And why can’t we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
why?
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it
nothing from nowhere, im no one at all. nick.
I found it somewhat amusing. That’s how I felt last week. Nobody likes to rot away in their basement. Love Always amanda
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ah, i love that song…well i havent noted you in awhile, nor have you noted me…and well…i havent wrote in my od in awhile..hmm…anyways…just wanted to say hey…well gotta go…later <3 Always..Megan
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ouch
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i dont read books
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