adrift
November 1, 2005

There is a place deep within me~~~

There is a place deep within me that has waited to hear a certain sound, a particular tone that has the power to transform my shattered existence. I have searched the whole world for that sound, hoping that one day it would drift past my ear and be caught in the net of my awareness, then sink into my soul where it would resonate with the vibrating strings of my heart. And what would I feel that fateful moment when grace descends upon me? It is easy to say now for I recognized that music the moment I heard your voice. A song began that I longed to hear from the moment of my birth, and it continues as I stand here before you …  (from the Proposing Tree by James F. Twyman)

I entered the used bookstore with three canvas bags of my books – books that I had finally decided to donate to the store, with every intention of turning around and leaving before I could buy any more. I recently purchased a beautiful bookcase with deep wooden shelves. It was a real find because I could stack two rows deep on each shelf.  It took me an entire evening to go through my collection of books and choose the ones that I would display in the bookcase. Many times, I have tried to weed through the endless volumes in hopes of freeing up some much-needed space, but I never made it actually through the door with books in hand. This time I was successful. Knowing how many others still occupied every corner of my home, I felt proud that I had found the strength to part with some of them. Now if I could just keep my resolve and leave without buying anything… I almost made the perfect escape, except a woman passed by me on her way to the check-out counter, and as she did, she knocked over a little book. Instinctively, I picked it up. As I went to replace it on the table, I read the words printed in italics on the back jacket of the book… There is a place deep within me that has waited to hear a certain sound… and I recognized that music the moment I heard your voice…

Of course, it came home with me, along with “A Year in the Maine Woods” and “Love Letters, an illustrated anthology.” *smile* 

 I have been away from OD for a couple of months, but the music of your words is always with me…

With a *smile* and much love always~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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--bumbleBee--
November 2, 2005

hi, I love your use of words. Have you thought about writing poetry? You probably already do…I just…really enjoyed your entry. 🙂

Willy & Wilma
November 2, 2005

I wondered why no highlight for you in my Favs for ages Just finised The World is Flat, by 3-imes Pulitzer prize winner, Thomas Friedman. It’s about how technology and the Web are bringing nations and people together in a ‘flat’ world. The same means are being used by terrorists to unflatten it

astrugglingheart
November 3, 2005

Yes, books are like old friends. And the more you enjoyed it while reading it, the close you feel to it. I used to read a lot as a child, now I find reading a book to take far too much of my time, so I stick to the shorter stories and articles in magazines and online. But I still love them as much. Enjoy your new books. I love that line you posted, I have such a voice in my life.

Oswego
November 3, 2005

I know exactly what you mean about parting with books. I need to take the same steps you have taken, but it is so very difficult. I would probably also find something serendipitously that I would have to buy, something that just “spoke” to me. I am so glad to see you here once again and am most grateful for your note. Your presence has been missed, as always.

Oswego
November 3, 2005

Wishing a continued speedy recovery for your husband. With all good wishes for a an autumn that is filled with those special times and memories you cherish. Take good care,

Elle: 2
November 3, 2005

OMG … This is so beautiful ! I have not been able to part with my books, they are an extension of me. … LOL Have a great day! 🙂

Jinn
November 3, 2005

This was lovely…

I have donated many books, the past year. And I have a big box of them about 5 feet away from me, now: that have been waiting since the summer to be donated. Hey, can I interest ya in some books? *smiles* A joy as always to see you here! Take care! Stay warm! God bless~ *smiles* Bri

Sleepless in Florida
November 4, 2005

Good to see you back, I always read your diary even though I rarely leave a note. I do believe we would be friends in real life because sometimes when I read your diary, I think, I could have written that entry. As for BOOKS, I would rather have a root canal than give up one of my books!!! Have you ever read any of Joyce Carol Oates poetry? Catch you later, Alison

Freewind
November 5, 2005

The sound you wait to hear, Adrift, is the voice of love. What a beautiful quotation you have presented us with. Boy, I can really identify with your dilemma over the books. Books speak to me and I listen. You are a true romantic at heart and I am sure these books will bring you so much joy. Thank you for the wonderful notes and I am glad your husband is on the mend.

Elle: 2
November 21, 2005

Sending warm Thanksgiving wishes to you & yours… 🙂

Mns
November 23, 2005

i know you were also a regular reader of Tawhiri. some of the links work, many don’t. but i clicked on “The Sense of Who You Are” and it actually took me to the entry…. clicking on some of the noters works. a lot don’t but talk about taking you back in time! i only got his link because i accessed an old page of mine and clicked on his note~ Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours! 🙂

Freewind
November 24, 2005

I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving, adrift!

Looking up
November 27, 2005

There you are! Just so good to see you. I thought of Oswegos books the minute I read you. I could live in a bookstore.

Looking up
December 2, 2005

O my I appreciate your writing your love of books Never had too many books they circulate thru my life ever since a preachers wife gave me a book of poetry for Christmas when I was eight.Cheers.

Freewind
December 23, 2005

Merry Christmas to you and all of your family!

Merry Christmas Adrift thanks for all the memories, the poetry that gave our souls a lift~ *smiles* Hugs! Bri

Mns
December 25, 2005

Wishing you and yours a lovely Christmas~

Willy & Wilma
February 9, 2006

2/9/2006 It has been ages with no word from you, dear adrift. Hope you’re ok

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