a real entry.

I am going to force myself to sit down and write a real entry. Because I’ve been neglecting this thing horribly and I pay for it, so I might as well right. I guess I can tell you all the wonderous things that Cory and I have been up to the past few days, as his family was out of town.

His mother and sister left on Thursday, his mother to Biloxi, Mississippi and his sister to Marshall, Texas to see her father. Cory came over after work, like always, and said he had the house to himself, so we went over there and took a shower together. Which was lovely. Like, it was so awesome, you have no idea. Our relationship is very, very sensual and sexual. It’s very. . .adult, I guess you could say.

After that we went to his room and lay around barely clothed for a while. I’m incredibly comfortable around him. Mostly because I know he adores me and my body and every little thing about it. He decided not to go to school the next day, and he doesn’t work on Fridays, so I ended up staying until about midnight. Mum called me home and I went to bed. Friday we just kind of hung out all day, going to random places to get things and such. That night was movie night. We watched some of Wagon’s East with John Candy in it, and then we watched Bram Stoker’s Dracula. You know, the one with Winona Ryder.

At ten he kicked everyone out. We took another shower. We intended to have sex, but somehow I freaked out and ended up upsetting him somehow and he wouldn’t talk to me all night. It was kind of okay on Saturday when we went to PetSmart to sign up for free pet food and shit, and then went to eat with Carlos’ parents at Cracker Barrel, but I knew something was wrong. We were both in really bad moods. I suggested we go shopping, because I knew that would make him feel better. He loves shopping and I love shopping.

We went and saw Meru at Dillard’s. Then we went to Banana Republic where he bought a shirt. I wanted a skirt but I believe the cheapest one was like $80. He seemed to be feeling better. We went to B&B Works and he bought me a bunch of Cherry Blossom stuff, including lotion, shower gel, and body spray. I <3 my Cory. Then we went to Dillard's for a second time to see Meru again and I bought a few things and she gave us a bunch of free goodies. <3<3<3

After that, we went to Tacomania where I payed for dinner. It was awesome and I was more of those nachos.

. . .

My cat is in a trash can.

Anyway. We went back to his house and took another shower, and then actually did have sex, and it hurt like a bitch and I bled everywhere, but I’m not sure why. This morning I was still bleeding. He wouldn’t stop apologizing through the whole rest of the night which was really, really sweet of him. But anyway. Today I woke up all kinds of drowsy and he came over at about 10:30 am. We ate crawfish at noon and then went to see Therese at 1:55 pm. It was a good movie. It’s an independent film. After that we went to Target, and then Old Navy to look for a swim suit for me. No luck, though.

Then to his house, and to my house, and off he was to write a research paper. I expect I’ll see him tomorrow at about 7:15. Prom is on Saturday. Movies with Claire and Cory on Friday. Maybe hang out with Sara and Delia on Sunday if I can set that up. Mmm sleep sounds awesome.

[edit] Keep the drama off my diary, guys. I’m not taking sides, but I don’t want to be dragged into it because I like you both far too much for all that.[/edit]