Now I am really Pissed Off!!

He is still legally married? Why the hell would you poke yourself into my life if you are not even available? After I stated I wouldn’t go on a date with anyone until my divorce was final.  I only had 30 days left until I got on Bumble and told them right up front like a fucking adult. Now I have no fucking social circle because all my friends and family are lying to me for you. Selfish fucking men!!! And you got the pastors in this. I really kind of expected more from you Special K.

I am not available to her, but I don’t want anyone else to have her either.  Let me suck her in to my space so she doesn’t look anywhere else, and then not show up.  Happy Fucking 40th! Because I am a Dick! HURT 2.0!! Fuck You All!!!

Sorry Jesus Ill pray about it later.

They are your children; you should get them!

I don’t know the rules on that. Maybe the pastors could tell me. I don’t know if a conversation at the church is appropriate or not.