I may still have some anger issues to work out

So when I got that text with the Zoo receipt my first thought was, oh the ex is pretending to be a good dad he must have a new girlfriend. He didn’t have his children that weekend. Why are you at the Zoo?

Then a few days ago I got a message in OurFamilyWizard. He asked if he could have Madelyn for Memorial Day to pull her in a bike parade in my city. He has not asked on his own for our daughter in 9 months but now he wants her. My child is not a trophy to show off or a movie prop. Why are you coming to my area? Sure it could be a coincidence. Stalker.

I had a dream last night I was screaming and yelling at him. I really don’t care if he is dating but I don’t want people in and out of Madelyns life. I can’t protect her. I asked for it to be put in the separation paperwork that we would introduce any significant others to the other parent before letting them spend time around Madelyn.

I mentioned it to my bestie and she said her sister told her that he had a girlfriend per instagram.

Anthony was so worried he didn’t even want to trick or treat last year. He asked while we were out if I was going to start dating again. I said not tomorrow but eventually. He was scared the whoever I dated wouldn’t like him. I said then I wouldn’t date them.

I don’t like to be lied to. I don’t like it when you violate my boundaries.